In the Beginning....

In the Beginning ....... "God"

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

Here I am Lord
on my left side I lay

Looking at the world and
the words that they say

Processed in my mind
 they deny the only way

Worried about the times
perceving ALLs okay

Blind Eyes to the Word
not believing what they pray

Neglecting true prophesy
we are living "in that day"

End times....

You are the great I am
To which no beginning nor end
An unequivocal force driven

Friday, October 7, 2016

 Some people in this world forget we all serve the same God and are going to be held accountable to him. Even when we fail we have opportunity to confess and repent to Him and though in the end it is only by His grace we can still press to live in His will. I'm just pressing Sonya and praying daily that by His grace & mercy that one day I get to hear, "well done, thy good & faithful servant, well done"  press to continue to seek the kingdom of Elohim and all things will be added unto you.❤

Thursday, October 6, 2016

I saw a woman once,
she was full,
it shun through the center of her eyes,
yet she was dressed in darkness from head to toe.
She reached forward,
towards a glimps,
of what was trying
to break
free
to another hand.

Spirits knew each other and intertwined.
They leaped and shouted and praised as tears whaled, flowing over, the darkness, drenching it, soaking it in water....

It absorbed yet the darkness did not change.

The woman walked away feeling changed outwardly yet inwardly still walking in the same darkness..

Eventually the water that had been absorbed, dried.
Darkness still held its cover.
Fear in and of the darkness, kept the woman from taking it off.

Thinking every chance she got, she would just touch a hand of aggreince, try to catch that feeling again and continue the cycle....

Until so many times....
So many years..... later,
that touch,
that flow of water, would not penetrate
the darkness became so hard and stale
the water would run right off

Take it off!
Her inner spirit cried
and ever connecting eye she met.
Take it off!
Naked you rise!

.. ( abore evil cleave to that which is good, being purged by the fire cleansed through the snow made white)

Wednesday, October 5, 2016

What are you

Guard your families, build them in, stop thinking conquering makes you men.

Water colored heartbeats painted On Stone reflections of life fiction and known
One day He will Hear and truly understand not of me yet your hand woven breaths strong and grand unnumerous to count as the sand able to quake every inch of water & land... leaving none to stand
Lord Lord Here I am turn me off and on again drive me hard string me low hold me tight watch me grow in your spirit overflow
To him who has an ear let him hear.... God IS REAL!
darkness may feel good now, but there is NO "LIFE" IN IT!
Do not be deceived yes it is appointed for all man to die in this earthly world ~ but believe this THE DEAD "IN CHRIST" SHALL RISE!

True Life is found only in Christ which means we MUST die to self, yes its hard but it is worth eternal Life verses earthly vain gain.

(We must stop lying to ourselves and if you hold any positions God given or man endorsed YOU ARE HELD ACCOUNTABLE AND WILL BE JUDGED ACCORDINGLY)
Dont believe me......

Dear children

Just meditate on this..... I've been hurt, felt alone, tired & confused. I have also hurt loved ones before with my selfishness. BUT GOD!

I lost my 1st love to death after 8 yrs we where common law married, we had a son together, yet we had both cheated, seperated and got back together we where buying things preparing to move in our 2nd place together when God saw fit for him to leave this world, I hurt for a very long time and still think on those days often, but I wasn't where God needed me to be even then. My next we lived worldly & cheated each other, He told me God told him in a dream I would be his wife and have his children, I had his children yet he was sent for 14yrs to prison.  So I tried the world again, married and tried to change another man to what I knew in my heart was not what God wanted from or for me - we had a child yet the union ended before it started. I decided only you Lord - not man or money or job but whatever is in my life has to be from you God. God brought me back to loving Him first.  Then  Torian who had seen all my mess and his own mess, but loved God more now, so through forgiveness, & trusting God we now walk in Him together in love.... Your story does not have to be so long- yet my pain has brought me closer to my peace in Him

I wish someone would have shared when I was younger, what God truly wants from us, in truth not churchy but truth. Seperating yourself from the world and the things of the world which lead to death and learning to love God so that I might die to myself its what He wants from us. He will add all things to that.

Love you all mommy

Chew and Swallow

Do we really just look at Gods word as another book to just fill a space in our repertoire to say yes I like this its a good read......
Or do we eat chew and meditate on it above all notes ever drawn on paper...
Do we spiritually absorb, and purge that which is not of God, and refill with the fruits of His Spirit ..
Or do we take His thoughts which we do not know nor understand mediforically....

Tuesday, October 4, 2016

Years later...? The real reality. I am one of the world but if you are struggling with the holy women also alternate between the two? If you have any concerns or not note not attentions, but the sweetness swelling swirling switched to the Temptation's  Terminator Testament testator testify testiments testimony of the Lord

Dear true friend,

Thank you for allowing God to use you with all our inperfections to bring perfection through His word and His light, 
that shines in the darkness. That tries and sometimes succeeds to ingulf us. I listened, I heard, I saw, I felt, I cried, I hurt/been hurt, I angered/felt anger, I forgave/been forgiven, I've shared, I've absorbed, I embrassed, I have grown, I loved and I still do all these things.... I Thank you & I thank God for my every rememberance of you and I continually pray His strength and love surround you ❤ (I am truly someone who took your works and your self as you brought it 😊)love you dearly

Why

Even when I'm weak, you force me to be strong yet to merely say I love you I know it mean in your heart hold on. There's two sides to this, fight to win, fight to lose, the greater is in the one we choose. I feel it in your eyes, the scare is no surprise... Those demons they will Iie, and tell you question why~
You know your thorn,
you must prune with silent ear plugs on...

God silence me....

I must allow you to become the man He created you to be for His purpose by your own free will then and only then will your spirit reveal the body waiting being poured and filled by the same Master Artist perfected in His skill...

Ephesians 5:23 For the husband is the head of the wife, even as Christ is the head of the church: and he is the saviour of the body.

Blocked by darkness

Released in the night...
Shadows of hope
Struggling for sight...
Clawing to grasp
Cracks of light.....
Seeking to penetrate
Pressing to fight....
Narrow gateways
Faith take flight

Thy help meet

Carried beneath your rib, I submit myself to you my husband as unto the Lord. For you are my head, and the saviour of my body, just as Messiah is to Ecclesia.

Therefore I am freely subject to you in everything, just as the Ecclesia is to the Messiah.
love me my husband your wife, even as Messiah also loved the Ecclesia, and gave himself for it;

Sanctify and cleanse me with the washing of water by the word, that I might be presented to the Messiah a glorious Ecclesia, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that I should be holy and without blemish.

Love me your wife as your own gviyah. He that loveth his wife loveth himself.
For no man ever yet hated his own basar; but nourisheth and cherisheth it, even as the  Adonai the ecclesia:

For we are members of his gviyah, of his basar, and of his bones. Leaving your father and mother, and joined unto me your wife, and we being one flesh.

Love me your wife even as yourself;
As I continue to reverence and love you my husband....
Yours Ashanti

Justified by works & faith

Faith w/out works~dead alone

Hebrews 11:6
“But without faith it isimpossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and thathe is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.”

Hearken, my beloved brethren, Hath not God chosen the poor of this world rich in faith, and heirs of the kingdom which he hath promised to them that love him?
James 2:5 KJV

Who is a wise man and endued with knowledge among you? let him shew out of a good conversation his works with meekness of wisdom. James 3:13 KJV

Matthew 5:16 - Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.

I will show you my faith by my works...

These are not by works of man yet through the holy spirit being made subject to the will of Yahweh. Thus in hearing and obedience


Example:
Was not Abraham our father justified by works, when he had offered Isaac his son upon the altar? James 2:21 KJV

And the scripture was fulfilled which saith, Abraham believed God, and it was imputed unto him for righteousness: and he was called the Friend of God. James 2:23

For as the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without works is dead also.

Titus 1:16 - They profess that they know God; but in works they deny [him], being abominable, and disobedient, and unto every good work reprobate

Romans 3:28 - Therefore we conclude that a man is justified by faith without the deeds of the law

Matthew 5:16 - Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.

Extension of I Am

I am  well
I am healed
I am whole
I am love
I am Strength
I am powerful
I am great
I am mighty
I am fulfilled in & through the great I Am

I Am That I say I Am!
Because I am beautifully made
because I am fearfully made
because I am wonderfully made
because I am created in His image
because I am created in His likeness

because I AM a child
of the most high
I AM

Dissimulation:

concealment of one's thoughts, feelings, or character; pretense.


synonyms: pretense, dissembling, deceit,dishonesty, duplicity, lying, guile,subterfuge, feigning, shamming, faking,bluff, bluffing, posturing, hypocrisy


Gods command:
 Let love be without dissimulation. Abhor that which is evil; cleave to that which is good.
Romans 12:9 KJV





Just because ❤,


He has numbered all the hairs of your head.
How precious also are His thoughts unto you, O God! how great is the sum of them!  If you should count them, they are more in number than the sand: when you awake, He is still with thee.
And we know that all things are working together for good because of your love toward God, becuase you have been called according to his purpose.  You whom he did foreknow, He also did predestinate you, to be conformed to the image of his Son....

Great is His love for you

Matthew 10:30
Psalms 139:17‭-‬18
Romans 8:28‭-‬29